Controlled in thought, emotionless,
at ease with change and disruption,
a silent ripple across the pond,
from one side to the other, calm.
Anxious for life to move forward,
tired of the bullshit of yet another individual
needing something and giving nothing,
demanding more than owned.
Controlled in moments, expressionless,
open to the idea of helping,
a smile crosses miles of endless needs,
caring for everyone,
graciously giving more than having.
Obnoxious feelings deep in the depths of the gut,
nauseated by the helplessness of other humans
and their endless whining of never having
more than they’re willing to earn.
January 23, 2012